11 Stains of Feel
1.Rush
Rush, straight to the line
Rush, don't look behind
If you fall get up and rush
What does it take to reach the top?
Why don't you trust your feelings?
Why are you still thinking?
Ch.
It won't get easier as you go on,
But you'll be ready to face
What's on the other side
So why won't you rush?
Bonds, chained in your mind
It hurts to sit and whatch it pass by
All the shatters of a crashed glass
And I will push towards the end
Ch.
Sp.
I am free to be who I wanna be
Running from the fears that kept me in
I left all my ghosts behind
Ch.
4. Worth more
Wanna hit me up?
I aint no brag you know
Wanna hold me now
Imma leave you here so dont
Got a drink, I aint in it
Ima classy one so I aint fall for it
Bridge
My... why did I end up in this,
Didnt even wanna come
Didn't even wanna speak
now I'm stuck with you baby
Ch.
You got it so wrong
Turn around cause I aint goin on
Not a hit and run, boy
Can't have this unless you stay for it
Cause I am worth more
Cause I am worth more
I'm dancing on my own
so why you even here
Aint see that I wont talk
cause boy Ima whole other world
You might wanna get this right
But it aint working with me
Bridge
Ch.
Intrum
Ch.
7. ?
There's no future in a world where trust is over
Where you keep looking behind or around the corner
Where usually to stab you are the ones who are closer
And who support you are some strangers and not your brothers
Where love is a disease and war the truth to the King
Where we fight for our rights
Instead of living our lives
Ch.
I wonder if someone
Has been watching upon us
Cause sometimes the sky
Is feeling lonlier some nights
We lift our words
Towards the stars and then
wait for some kind of relief in our hearts
We tell women to get smaller
Cause men's confidence is lower
Sexuality's set as wrong
And repression is another form of control
Self-expression is denied as a value
And conformism keeps everybody quiet
10. Choices
2. Illusion
3. Fake Love
( Improvisation )
Blind
Pictures blurred away
Smoke on my skin
Your touch so sweet
Fading
Eyes dry their tears
Loosing what I persieve
Can't feel
Ch.
My mind spins around
I'm on my knees
Can you reach out?
Can you hear me?
Steps, words, sights,
Touch, speak, see
Hands, thoughts, colours
Feel, imagine, split
Ch.
Now you're here
Next to me
End this confusion
End of my illusion
5. Focus
Feel you right beside
I turn around and you stare in my
Eyes just flattering
Why wont you come on in?
Can you feel my breath on your neck,
Just whispering shh...ahh..
Dont speak, Dont move
I wanna get close to you
Ch.
Grab my skin, push you over me
Kiss me gently, got your lips inbetween
Touch me and Feel me
My body had it said, now dont run away
Wanna be alive with you tonight
Is it love or just a crush?
Do you mind if I stay by?
Just wanna get to know you
Lets talk and uhh...
Can you feel my breath on your neck,
Just whispering shh...ahh..
Dont speak, Dont move
I wanna get close to you
Ch.
I know It's not true
But It's fine with me tonight
Ch.
Walking around
Right through the crowd
Fill the space that's left
I can't breathe here
So spread your arms
And take what you feel you deserve
Sights may be uneasy
But It's Worth the bear
Ch.
All the times you fell onto the ground
You stood tall and raised again
And the strength you proofed you have
Will be your mean to overcome everything
So Focus
Blurry eyes no where looking
Empy hearts just running around
Reach yourself to find the inner key
To unlock the fear that held you in
Ch.
Outro
8. Sorry
It took me so long to figure out
How I could have written this down
Thoughts and feeling stuck from far
Needed to release this pain somehow
I still think of you in my darknest nights
Cause the loneliness wont go away
And iI know I hurt you so bad
And still you don't know my name
Bridge
But when we were blown
Still the connection didn't get us close
I wasnt brave enough to let you know
So I hid myself and let you go
Ch.
It was easier
Than facing the truth
I was insicure
So I made up these lies to you
And got stuck in my own web of
Tears that dried up
But I just want you to know
I'm sorry
It's a heavy burden I carry on
Cause it reminds me of when I was wrong
And It still bothers me
Holding hands has never scared me like this
The thought of hurting someone
And myself in first place
Dont wanna let myself go
And make more mistakes
Bridge
Ch.
Special
What if I told you all the truth?
Would it have been the same for you?
Would you promise to not let me go?
Or it might have been to tough to hold,
But I think I chose what it was best
So I sat apart and let you live
Ch.
6. Disappointement
Spoken
Mh... You better get a taste before I ran out
It was just fine
I can't deny
oh wait! It's a bit late
Better go, you know they keep calling all night long
So what did you expect?
That I would stay for a 2nd match?
Did you casually do a test?
Cus I aint see any that
Should I feel sorry?
Ch.
Oh my Love,
You shouldnt have hold on to me
Told you I wasnt in
You're deluded and blame me
You got a taste of it
Ain't easy to get me
But if I come, sure you can bear me?
Better walk out
Unless you got something interesting
So what did you expect?
That I would've give in just like that?
Aint it going how you planned?
You seem a bit disapponted bae,
You know why?
Ch. x2
Intrum.
oh Yeah
Ch. x2
9. Fool
Take my hand,
Stay with me
Hold me close
And whisper me
"No one will ever hurt you, my love
I will keep,
Safe you here"
But then I turn,
And you're not here
Ch.
I got chills when I think of you
All my body is calling you under the moon
And baby I swear that I would hold you like no one'll ever do
So tell me, please
Where are you 'cause I'm in love as a fool.
The star combine
I envy their light
They look in their eyes
From far apart
And all I get
Is to feel you in my heart
But my eyes cry tears
The sky wont dry
So I lookup and say
Ch.
Special
I don't even know
Why i'm stuck in this
But I can't help not thinking that
Ch.
9. Unlinked
It's not Always easy
Trustin the butterflies
You get caught by the instant
But that feeling keeps cavin inside
Loneliness is hard to bare
Sometimes it may decieve
Pleasure is something that you can achieve
Not something you need
Ch.
I won't shed a tear cause they're worthless
Empty feeling filled with words left
Does it make you feel better
Knowing I was the weak one?
But I made my own choices
Split roads Always meet at once
But It won't last and they keep on apart
There's a time for things to happen
And we're not big enough to try 'em
We're all froating inside big clouds
We can't see which wind will hit us
Only after it blew us towards the ground
And it's Always a single ride
And I'm tired of this...